I have been wanting to write for quite sometimes but everyday chores have left me with not much time.

Procrastination?

Well as well be!

Let see how long will the time past before my next entry.. :)

It Doesn't Have To End This Way

It's been 3 weeks since I really had a meaningfull conversation with her. The words that she uttered still echoed in my mind like they were on autoplay and in full stereo blast.

I'd appreciate if she were to be totally honest about her feelings and why she did what she was doing. Nevertheless she made it clear that she wanted out. No concrete reasons offered except she needed time to reconsider.

She said she was sorry. She never meant to hurt my feelings. She just realised that we were never meant to be together. Just like that. My life would never be the same again. Her departure was like a passing tsunami wrecking the landscape of my life. The damage is permanent.

I never thought I would have to go through this emotional set back again. I have grossly under estimated the strength of her influence on me.